往下读前,请注意:
我并没有要批判任何人的意思,以下的举动,是本人 - nemoma - 或者按照其他人的说法,NX - 的任性的独断专行,我以下所述事宜,和域名为dangostar.net的现团子星没有任何关系。我的行为,不会在任何程度上,影响现团子星的存在以及运营。这个事情其实憋了很久了。
2008年2月,元宵节时期,由于本人还有其他几人的脑残水,团子星建立。
2009年12月,因为某元提供商的各种行为,当时的管理层决定迁移服务器。
2010年9月,因为管理层某人的管理方向失误,团子星被迫从头再来。
从某个时候开始,就出现了问题了。
现状是:原团子星的元老级人物,只剩下了我一人。
为什么会这样?说实话我不太清楚。
以前那个日发帖平均500的日子消失去哪里了?说实话我不太清楚。
以前的那些人,以前的那些事,消失去哪里了?说实话我不太清楚。
现在的团子星还是以前的那个团子星么?说实话我不太清楚。
具体是什么时候开始改变的呢?说实话我也一样不清楚。
但是我清楚,现在的团子星的气氛,已经和以前的那个大不一样了。
当然了,时间会改变一切,但是我突然发现这个改变已经大到让我无所适从。
我的想法是:
团子星本身的确在前进,它也应该往前进;
但是,在这个前进的途中,这个集体的『魂』被抛在了过去。
一个集体,没有了『魂』,那么自然就会逸散。
当然了,我很高兴看到越来越多的新人来到团子星,但是这种挥之不去的违和感为什么还在……
于是,我启动了时光机。
http://dango.vv.cc
或
http://dango.amarilloviridian.com
(以上两个域名是同一个站,请任选其一即可。)
站名:团子星 - Sepiasepia ['siːpɪə]
1. n a dark reddish-brown pigment obtained from the inky secretion of the cuttlefish
2. n any cuttlefish of the genus Sepia
3. n a brownish tone imparted to a photograph, esp an early one such as a calotype. It can be produced by first bleaching a print (after fixing) and then immersing it for a short time in a solution of sodium sulphide or of alkaline thiourea
4. n a brownish-grey to dark yellowish-brown colour
5. n a drawing or photograph in sepia
6. adj of the colour sepia or done in sepia
a sepia print
7. adj [Etymology] C16: from Latin: a cuttlefish, from Greek; related to Greek sepein to make rotten
Sepia的含义,是老照片中那种代表时光流逝的赤褐色。我本来想找一个那种颜色的风格的,但是一是找不到,二是不必要。遂放弃之。
从时光机中,我可能无法捞出过去的全部,但是至少可以重构过去的骨架。
我在尝试追逐的,是过去的什么呢?
通过这样就能找回那个『魂』么?
我不知道。
总之,踏上这个时光机的大家,不管是元老,老人,还是新人,
请把自己的时点,也放回那个毫无拘束的2年前吧。我要说的,就是这么多。
也许是因为压力比较大了吧,如果对大家造成了各种疑惑,请谅解。
这个忘了加上了,补在这里也无所谓:
Those Were The Days
Music and Lyrics by Russian composer Boris Fomin
Once upon a time there was a tavern
Where we used to raise a glass or two
Remember how we laughed away the hours
And dreamed of all the great things we would do
Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days
Then the busy years went rushing by us
We lost our starry notions on the way
If by chance I'd see you in the tavern
We'd smile at one another and we'd say
Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days
Just tonight I stood before the tavern
Nothing seemed the way it used to be
In the glass I saw a strange reflection
Was that lonely woman really me
Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days
Through the door there came familiar laughter
I saw your face and heard you call my name
Oh my friend we're older but no wiser
For in our hearts the dreams are still the same
Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes, those were the days